So if you have been following my facebook status this is not a suprise. I am on day 15 with out a day off, and most days are 10 hour days. I am payed salary so no overtime. The sad thing is I am forgetting what a day off would feel like, I already feel like when I have an 8 hour day I have barely worked.

I am still very happy though. I have a growing baby boy in jens belly and I have lots to be happy about. I still really want to go camping, and live the adventures through the books I read before sinking into my pillow at night.

Also Wednesdays At the Pub are going well so far. I am gettting lots of good feedback, if you dont know already, it is a night where we go to a pub have a pint, and talk about spiritual topics. Its open to all, and very laid back.

This word freaks me out

I will be out of dodge(where did that saying come from?) for a while so if you get any updates they will be from my phone which means they will be short. I am making crab legs for dinner. So there deadliest catch you cant make me feel bad about my crabs…

Pheasant hunting…Pretty fun, but I had myself thinking hateful thoughts to the pheasants…like DIE! BIRD! DIE!..then Boom I pump off two shots from my 12 gauge shot gun and down she goes, the dog doesnt even want to pick it up I blasted it so bad.

The fact that I was so homicidal really surprised me…I think my blood thirst is quenched for the moment.

I live in denver, which has just had two very sad and evil things happen. If you havent heard your heart will not be as sad. So what do I do with this? I could get angry and blame the people that knew him and didnt do anything to help him…Yeah that sounds pretty easy.

Also jens car and my car both need some repairs luckily not super expensive. She needs a new windshield and new tires(which are expensive) and I need a new Idler thing…yeah i am not sure what it is either.

Also I still get somewhat angry that my grandma doesn’t remember me or my family.

So with all that I could be angry with the one person that it seems to boil down to…God, but with all the good that he has provided, its easy to lose perspective, I am blessed beyond what I could have imagined. Me and my wife are healthy and planning on growing a little one soon(like in a year and a half soon) and we are in jobs we love and are successful in. So looking at the life of Job helps me with perspective…

My ramblings are finished.

Here is a taste of what is to be me, I live a hard knock life, what ever that means to a person like me.

Lets start at the begining…

My Dad was looking to start a business…He did…with my uncle Mike. They started a body shop called “sanchez bros paint and body”…then my dad moved and my uncle kept the shop.

Fast foward 20 some years.

I own a number of crappy cars and finally ask my parents for some help finding a better one. They talk to my uncle he says he has one so I go take a look. Its a black jeep grand cherokee, 94 160,000 miles. I love it, newest vehicle I have ever owned. Fast foward 4 months…

The 4×4 does not work. 6 months later I check the fluid level of the transfer case…empty, bone dry empty…fast foward 2 years of trying to drive rear wheels only in snow…I relize that I might need to get it fixed so I found out that it will cast $1200 or I could buy a 1979 chevy with 4×4 for about $650…

So to sum up the options…

Fix the jeep that I know works good for the moment, at about $1200

Buy a old truck that I read works good, (but need work on the front?) for half the price to fix my jeep…I can’t decide…I will probably ask Jen and she will say something…

Today was a good day, I got out of work early because I am leaving for utah tomorrow, and I picked up some loose leaf Mate tea, brewed it up in my french press and get to listen to good music and take a moment to think, blog, read and prepare, and write really long grammatically incorrect sentences.